What's my worth?

Your Worth 

Broken shards of the mirror on the wall

The magic gone eternally from his tips

He once hung to mislead and misguide

Now forever he rests in his demise

You who heeded his words of scorn

Run while there is yet time to live

Forget not that your worth is more

Words that deceive, words that hypnotize

Words of pure fraudulence

Sweep it up and cast it out,

You need no more those words of guile.

 Happily Ever After?

Happiness is glorified for what it is not,

He tugs at you questioning your life.

Are you happy today? Or is it still the same?

Will you ever receive me and be content?

Shun him and drive him away as soon as he nears

For his questions only brings you ever wondering grief.

Fairy-tales thrive on Happiness, but dear your life is incomplete

If it is not kissed by tears, fears and jeers.

When you are down and ever so tired of these pains,

Just remember you have now extended your life to a sentence longer.

If a day ends with a “Happily ever after” know that nothing comes after…

So cheer up dear, and shoo him away,

And be at ease with the sorrows of today.

His creation...

His Work

As the wind blows, the flowers whisper among themselves

As the clouds excite, they cry with all their might

As the sun rise, the plants grow with love and delight

As deer thirst, they rejoice at the sight of a stream

As morning mounts its wings and fly

Man says, ah another day I despise

Nature and her tenants magnify His grace

We, the brilliant of all creation forget His dear name.

My Love

You fell, I picked you up

You cried, I wiped your eyes

You slept, I watched over you

You laughed, I smiled for joy

You danced, I danced with you

Yet you ask if I care for you.

You mourned, I wept too

You drowned, I saved you then

You frowned, I turned it upside down

You languished, I gave you strength

You prayed, I answered you

Yet you question my love for you.

Peace?

Filled With Kindness...

On the darkest of nights

When I think I’m all alone

And I cry with a broken heart

He hears me

On the loneliest of days

When I think everyone has left me

And I sit in the corner of my room

He sees me

On the tiresome of weeks

When I think I could die

And I sink to despair

He wraps his hands around me

Every moment of my life

When I cry, laugh or wilt away

And can’t find a reason to live

He is near me

He pulls me out of the miry pit

He puts me on the solid rock

He gives me a reason to live

The love that is filled with kindness

Never gives up on me

And I am thankful for all the time

 God forsook my sins and cleansed me 

Draw me Near

I have read your Word, Lord

Your words resound in my ears.

Each day passes with my belief,

My belief of my righteousness.

Yet, there is heaviness in me,

As if a rock binds itself to this feeble heart.

I cover it up with much prayer and meditation,

I try Lord, to condemn this burden as mere temptation;

Satan’s way of wavering this wretched hart.

I cannot bear this pain any longer,

Lord, free me from my desperation.

Change me, make me stronger,

Help me know you truly.

Destroy the pride that hinders the closeness I desire,

The yearning to be called your friend.

Wash me Lord, Try me in the burning fire,

May I be found as I have yearned.

Mend me and mold me, my Potter,

Make me the way you desire.

Guide me and serenade me, my Shepherd,

Let me be as a trained horse that trotter.

Lost in Nothingness

Insomnia visits the lazy trees

Never letting them gently fall asleep

Awakens them with a nudge of warm breeze

Thrusts them back to slumber so deep.

Kaikias strikes and their peaceful sleep is lost

Troubles of life come rushing hastily

Will zephyr appear by their side to melt their frost?

Finding no solace unwillingly rest they eternally.

Comfort I tried to find in this world’s arms

Further I sunk into the worries brought by them

The closer I get to this world’s promised solace

The greater was the pain inflicted by those tender wings

My heart breaks, my heart aches

It longs for something, yet I know not what.

The pangs of pain beat upon my chest,

Suffocating my attempts to halt my thought.

It bangs, It shouts, It clouds my inner self

It endlessly tugs at memories long forgotten.