Peace?

Filled With Kindness...

On the darkest of nights

When I think I’m all alone

And I cry with a broken heart

He hears me

On the loneliest of days

When I think everyone has left me

And I sit in the corner of my room

He sees me

On the tiresome of weeks

When I think I could die

And I sink to despair

He wraps his hands around me

Every moment of my life

When I cry, laugh or wilt away

And can’t find a reason to live

He is near me

He pulls me out of the miry pit

He puts me on the solid rock

He gives me a reason to live

The love that is filled with kindness

Never gives up on me

And I am thankful for all the time

 God forsook my sins and cleansed me 

Draw me Near

I have read your Word, Lord

Your words resound in my ears.

Each day passes with my belief,

My belief of my righteousness.

Yet, there is heaviness in me,

As if a rock binds itself to this feeble heart.

I cover it up with much prayer and meditation,

I try Lord, to condemn this burden as mere temptation;

Satan’s way of wavering this wretched hart.

I cannot bear this pain any longer,

Lord, free me from my desperation.

Change me, make me stronger,

Help me know you truly.

Destroy the pride that hinders the closeness I desire,

The yearning to be called your friend.

Wash me Lord, Try me in the burning fire,

May I be found as I have yearned.

Mend me and mold me, my Potter,

Make me the way you desire.

Guide me and serenade me, my Shepherd,

Let me be as a trained horse that trotter.

Lost in Nothingness

Insomnia visits the lazy trees

Never letting them gently fall asleep

Awakens them with a nudge of warm breeze

Thrusts them back to slumber so deep.

Kaikias strikes and their peaceful sleep is lost

Troubles of life come rushing hastily

Will zephyr appear by their side to melt their frost?

Finding no solace unwillingly rest they eternally.

Comfort I tried to find in this world’s arms

Further I sunk into the worries brought by them

The closer I get to this world’s promised solace

The greater was the pain inflicted by those tender wings

My heart breaks, my heart aches

It longs for something, yet I know not what.

The pangs of pain beat upon my chest,

Suffocating my attempts to halt my thought.

It bangs, It shouts, It clouds my inner self

It endlessly tugs at memories long forgotten.